Gloriuth! Just gloriuth!

So when Dan and I got back on Wednesday I immediately saw Jeremy, which was lovely. Then I called Laura and Em to say HI and Laura invited me out to dinner with Davila at Chilis. We ate lots of chips and dip and I had a salad. We saw Mattie Smith and Katie Wigley there, as well as Ben Page, with whom I talked briefly at the bar where he was sitting all alone. He is joining either the Army or the Coast Guard on the 29th (he has not yet decided). From there we went to Barnes and Noble, where I saw many books that reminded me of Buchanan, who I called during dinner to ask about my AP score. I looked for a new hair do and decided to grow out my hair and get a perm, and then Laura and I started reading the men's sex survey results in Cosmo...which was fun. The store closed, so we left and went back to my house for about an hour. I showed Laura the painting (she only mildly likes it). As soon as they left, I had a few minutes to tidy up my room and write down a few things before calling Jeremy to go "watch a movie" at his house.

At Jeremy's house, I brought him a ham and turkey sandwich to eat, which he golped down before ripping off my shirt and pants (in all fairness, I did not resist). Both naked, he tried to perform oral sex on me, but I did not enjoy it. But I did do something I find both disgusting, interesting, and sinful...I gave him head. I am so horrified at myself and yet so happy to be with Jeremy...

Then I settled into my bed knowing that I had to wake up at 10 am to go up to the high school with Davila (him to pick up a transcript; me to ask about the Governor's Scholarship)

on Thursday
Dav and I met up at the school at 11, after I cancelled my Curves membership. He got his transcript; I got news that Burnie will be in the office on Wed. Then we went our separate ways (I called Buchanan again).

I went to Emmie's house and met her goldfish, Cheney and Andruw (namely so creatively for Dick, her fave VP, and Jones, her fave MVP). We talked and I found out that whilst I was away, Emmie dated Kara's ex boyfriend for like 2 days and made out with him (hey, it's a step). Then I went home and did the invitations for my murder mystery dinner. The folks invited: Kara, Laura, Luke, Anthony, Emmie, Me, Melissa Cate...and one open spot. I checked the mail only to find an entire envelope filled with congratulatory letters from everyone who is anyone-Rumsfeld, Brigadeer General of the Air Force, Commander of the Navy, Secretary of the Interior, Governor Purdue...the postmaster general...dozens of them. The mail only fueled my desire to scrapbook like a heathen.

I left early for work to deposit $50 in the bank (grad gift from the Martinotti's) before strolling through Archiver's knowing I can never afford that crap. Buchanan called as I was leaving and told me that she wants to have dinner with me and a few others next week. Then I worked an electronics boat shift, only to find that seasonal has been reset to school supplies (my Favorite!). I saw Nick Braun, who told me that Daniel basically only drinks and smokes cigars these days and that has caused Nick to avoid his company. I also saw Jorge Sotelo, who is working as a translator and secretary for a law firm in Atlanta and is attending GA State. Then Laura came to Target to see me and while she was there she got a call from Em inviting her to play Cranium at Kara's house--so naturally I invited myself! I invited Laura to sleep over. So of course after that I ran into Kara with her mother and, right as I left, Jessica Ball. I ran home, showered, and went with Laura to Kara's house. The party consisted of Kara, Em, Laura, Me, Luke, Jess, and 3 guy friends of Kara's (Garrett, Sean, Michael). My team (Luke and EL) won! As soon as the game ended and the 3 stranger boys lost terribly, they left, leaving us old friends to chat...

We began with Kara and Jessica's ULTIMATE shock that I am still a virgin (Kara claims that she has a newfound respect for Jeremy). Then we went outside and had a "Truth Circle," in which the best question, 'name one reason you are jealous of every person in this circle,' made my heart swell with confidence and joy. Because Kara had class early, we left at two and EL and I went to starship, where we each bought a set of glow in the dark love dice and a magnet for Davila. EL also got her first vibrator-the same model as mine.

When we got back home, we had the deepest conversation that we have ever had. I revealed to her my hope that she will someday see what a wonderful man Davila is and will become. She revealed to me her honest desire to just drift away from Jason ASAP. She told me I was her best friend and I have always known that she is mine.

Then the alarm clock went off at 7:30 AM and my day began.

TODAY:
Work=terrible.
As soon as I got off of work, I bought Emmie a storage ottoman and met up with her at Michael's, where I proceeded to purchase $50 in scrapbooking goodies. Then I accompanied her to Office Max for a school supply spree. No sooner had I pulled into the driveway but Buchanan called with a smile on her voice. She told me that I made a 5 on the AP Lit Exam! No sooner had I taken off my pants to put on PJs but Davila called, inviting me to go with him to Discover Mills for shoes. I told him to call Buchanan for his score before shoving a piece of pizza into my mouth and calling Em to do the same. Davila got a 5! And Brian Bone was the only other 5! Emmie got a 4!

So Dav and I walked around Discover Mills for EVER looking for the perfect, exact shoe for him (to no avail). Then we came home and laid down at the top of the stairs (see diagram) and talked for 3 hours. And I love that boy.

Now I am to retire to organize my new scrapbooking stuff!!!